In my place

One year, not a short time

How much my life has been changed in the past one year?

 

I wish I have time and energy to restore here, but I don't have...

 

Here stored many memories of my life before

I'll treasure this place, it's still my place

well, sth big happened to me last friday, i decided to be a christian. although i perceived this change would come to me someday, i never thought it'd come to me now. thanks to the conversation with John, which really helped to open the gate of the path to Juses.

 

i haven't told everyone this news, especially those friedns who haven't accepted god in their lives. i think i won't tell them deliberately, coz it may even cause troubles, i really don't like that. however, if they know this and ask me, i'll confirm, there's no embarrassment to admit this change.

i feel like it's been ages from last time i updated this space. i could say because i'm too busy to update anything, but that's not true, i'm still running another blog regularly. the matter is just...i don't what to write on this space at all.

 

my mom is fine and the days with her are also nice. our trips in scotland and england were brilliant. and my dearest Domoto Tsuyoshi had his 28th birthday on Apirl 10. Now i'm struggling with my dissertation, that's a real struggle due to the time is running up but i really got no words to say!!

 

I feel sick of this dammit dissertation.

 

about my other blog, i posted that address once here, but seems not only one person did notice that. i won't post that address again. however, that blog is my main blog at this moment. and about 'in my place', i don't think i'll stop here but i also don't think i'll update here very often.

life is still tough and busy...i carry on working hard, however, i still cannot cope with everything...people's energy is limited, when they concentrate on one thing, will naturally neglect another....and afterwards, when result of 'another' comes out, what you can do is just regret and swallow it....

 

mom is coming tomorrow. the same time tomorrow, i may already be with her. so look forward for that.

 

english grammar sucks!

I didn't go to any Roger fans plae for a long time, I haven't collected any Roger's photos or videos for a long time, what i do ususally is just checking his news everyday, that's all.

 

I never wanna discard my identity as a ROGER FEDERER FAN.

 

But...recently, i'm just tired of catching up with his activities too intensely, really got no time.

 

Too many stuff waiting me to do, my assignments, exams, postgraduate stuff, social activities, and btw, my mom is coming on Mar 30th

 

Keep catching up Roger's tournament won't be an enjoyment to me, instead it's a extra work. By contrast, japanese entertainment could better relax me in this special period.

i don't intend to write in english, but now i'm at school's library. here's computer cannot type in chinese. consequently....

 

<Music & Lyrics>, actually last wednesday i and several friends has already watched it in the cinema. Frankly, I didn't have any special feeling to this film after watching. just feel like another Hugh Grant's romantic comedy...Beside, HG looks really old now, which a bit surprise me. I know he isn't young any more, but i still think he shouldn't look as old as now at his age. anyway, my fellows they are still crazy about his charactor, judged as 'though old he is, still handsome'. i really cannot agree with that....

 

digress a lot from what i originally wanna say...

 

yea, i just think this is another typical Hugh Grant romantic comedy. (His <about a boy> is still my favourite! comparably~). According to the name of this film, it's unsurprisely full of musics. some of them are quite old fashion, catering for HG's status in the film, a washed up singer~~~although they are old fashion, still very nice~~I really like <POP! goes to my heart>, after watching <M&L>, i downloaded it and listened again and again. <way back to my love> is also good, i prefer the version HG sings with Harley more than he sings with Barrymore. BTW, I don't quite like Drew Barrymore's characoter in this film. In my mind, she is always a cute and mad girl...in this film, she is more woman than girl (though her age isn't girl for a long time)....i'm not very used to a Barrymore like that. And, her shape is really really fantastic now, must lose lots of weights than before.

 

Above all, the reason I wrote such long actually...is just for that words 'I really like <POP! goes to my heart>!! and i listen to it again and again~~~~~'.

 

that's all (= =!!)

I feel like my brain become less efficient recently, either my english or simply thinking...

 

this feeling really annoys me. i think i need to wake up myself and start working!

 

yes, need action, putting efforts.

 

Practice lead to proficiency

扯回到那句俗话

岂能尽如人意  但求无愧于心

 

什么是真正的骄傲？什么是真正的谦卑？

为自己付出的努力与成果而骄傲

为承认自己尚不足的地方而谦卑

 

不是为自己付出而得到成果谦虚承让

不是对自己能力之外的目标有幻想后而好高务远式的骄傲

天黑就升火 让夕阳半夜再沉没
天亮就该放手 别让故事结束的太罗唆
看我 看着我 看透我瞳恐孔里的黑洞
我想借你火红的烟头
烧一片自己的沙漠
流浪天涯冰雪风 一个天空接一个天空
相识相逢多保重 浪子蒸发在日正当中
海太辽阔天空太空 舍不得不去做梦
寂寞就寂寞 没什麽 不遗憾不喊痛
oh... 找不到尽头 轮回在有始有终
要走现在走 各自带着此刻的笑容
不求 不求别人懂 我们着种冷酷的感动
没有 你没有 任何必要为我档什麽
这是我最想要的结束
也是最完美的伤口
流浪天涯冰雪风 一个天空接一个天空
相识相逢多保重 浪子蒸发在日正当中
海太辽阔天空太空 舍不得不去做梦
流浪天涯冰雪风 一个天空接一个天空
相识相逢多保重 浪子蒸发在日正当中
寂寞就寂寞 没什麽 不遗憾不喊痛
oh... 找不到尽头 浪子的尽头
轮回在有始无终 轮回在有始无终

EVERYTHING GOES TO DISASTER